haven't blog for a long time
feeling so listless and tired
unsettling feeling
could it be i am getting sick and tired of living in a crammed apartment?
forever packing and re-packing
threw away loads and loads of stuff
still messy and crammed
:(
ah boy is not helpful at all
:(
ah meng is not helpful at all
:(
sian big time
:(
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
vampire day
Vampire sucked my blood today. Pain. I know you want to console me and tell me how it doesn't hurt but hey, I'm scared of needles and I never liked blood tests.
Thursday, April 03, 2008
body and brain fcuked!!!!!
I've been silent for a while. Guess it's because I'm been going a lil mushie and emo all at the same time. I'm no longer the same auntie i.e. Hiao Auntie anymore. I am not strong or brave or gungho like what the old Hiao Auntie was. I am feeling physically sick most of the time, like suffering extended jetlag 24/7. My body is weak but my mind (brain) is very alert.... really feeling like I kena brain-fcuked!!!! Due to the weakened state, I get moody easily. When I get moody, I become very -ve in my outlook on life. Sian. That shouldn't be the way to live my life. I need to get on. I need to seek new meanings of why I am still here walking on earth and why I should keep breathing.
I keep telling myself I will make it.....
I keep telling myself I will find it......
I keep telling myself the show must go on.....
I keep telling myself I won't give up.....
Then I tell myself OI FUCK LA! GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF! YOU CAN DO IT! NO MATTER HOW HARD LIFE DISH OUT TO YOU, YOU WILL OVERCOME COZ YOU HAVE ALREADY COME THIS FAR..... SO YOU CAN!!!!!! YOU CAN!!!! YOU CAN!!!!
So now I am going to take more vitamins and supplements.....
I am going to sleep earlier even though I have been sleeping alot....
I am going to TRY to concentrate on work.....
I am going to TRY to get some exercises even though I am still suffering muscle cramps and fatigue....
I am going to survive this.
I keep telling myself I will make it.....
I keep telling myself I will find it......
I keep telling myself the show must go on.....
I keep telling myself I won't give up.....
Then I tell myself OI FUCK LA! GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF! YOU CAN DO IT! NO MATTER HOW HARD LIFE DISH OUT TO YOU, YOU WILL OVERCOME COZ YOU HAVE ALREADY COME THIS FAR..... SO YOU CAN!!!!!! YOU CAN!!!! YOU CAN!!!!
So now I am going to take more vitamins and supplements.....
I am going to sleep earlier even though I have been sleeping alot....
I am going to TRY to concentrate on work.....
I am going to TRY to get some exercises even though I am still suffering muscle cramps and fatigue....
I am going to survive this.
Thursday, March 06, 2008
Monday, February 11, 2008
handphone advertisement
Saw this ad pasted on a construction fence in Commonwealth area, not too long ago. Did a double take. Can you spot what's wrong with it?
Sunday, February 10, 2008
margaritas @ dempsey
friday was at margaritas @ dempsey road...
my first time....
like culture shock leh.... so many ppl there.... i like village sua ku, wah this wah that....
that place quite happening... we settled on margaritas, a mexican restuarant after walking around for a bit....
good choice.... food was not bad 3/5 and ambience 9/10.... we sat alfresco at the balcony and shaded by nice shrubs and plants so on the whole there was privacy and not too noisy... great place for chill out
i can't remember the name of the dish i ordered but it's chicken with some lime pieces and some thick sauce served with ang moh rice.....
great company too..... score 9/10.... this guy is an sg undergrad studying in australia and back here for a few months for holidays.... in the next few days he will be back in perth for his final and honours year..... gals, take note, he is a good catch..... if i not auntie already i will also try to catch him hahahha..... articulate and interesting, yes he is a good guy
he is none other than our veri own............
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my first time....
like culture shock leh.... so many ppl there.... i like village sua ku, wah this wah that....
that place quite happening... we settled on margaritas, a mexican restuarant after walking around for a bit....
good choice.... food was not bad 3/5 and ambience 9/10.... we sat alfresco at the balcony and shaded by nice shrubs and plants so on the whole there was privacy and not too noisy... great place for chill out
i can't remember the name of the dish i ordered but it's chicken with some lime pieces and some thick sauce served with ang moh rice.....
great company too..... score 9/10.... this guy is an sg undergrad studying in australia and back here for a few months for holidays.... in the next few days he will be back in perth for his final and honours year..... gals, take note, he is a good catch..... if i not auntie already i will also try to catch him hahahha..... articulate and interesting, yes he is a good guy
he is none other than our veri own............
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VIRGIN UNDERGRAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CUTE OR NOT????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!
his blog is here:
http://tantive-iv.blogspot.com/
Friday, February 08, 2008
Happy Ratatouille New Year
Happy Rat Year. May you get what you wish, wish what you get! Always be happy. Full of health and vitality. All family members get along well. Your business boom. You find true love. Everybody live in peace and harmony with you. Aiya, so lor sor.... in short, everything good happens to you lah!!!!!
For me, I wish to make ji pa ban this year and have the good health to enjoy the ji pa ban.
Enjoy............
Friday, February 01, 2008
side effects
Wah, I don't know what to do man. Headaches for 3 straight days!!!!! Ai siao liao!!!! Never happened to me before. Wonder if i should go to the doctor tomorrow. Think it's the RAI side effects. Haizzz... I knew there were going to be side effects that's why I'd procrastinated about doing the RAI earlier, sigh.....
Bad bad.... my landlord wants to increase rent :(
CNY coming soon and have yet to clean the windows or tidy up the apartment nice nice becoz everyday I'm feeling tired. Good thing I've already cleared all outstanding payments as I think it is a good practice not to owe money when the chinese new year rolls around.
Planning a garage sale soon to clear bulky furniture as the likelihood of another move should be sometime after mid this year. Will find time to take pictures and post on yahoo.
Lately got a lot of work stress due to some cock-ups here and there. Realised now it is so difficult to handle all these problems as health is not up to scratch to tackle difficult situations.... sigh. Have also to apologize several times to clients and associates why I am not operating at optimum level due to lethargy and needing rest. Most of the time, they are understanding when I tell them what is going on.
Other than small problems, most of the time, things are doing more than fine. That is thanks to my friends and my family. Can't do so much without them. I am so grateful.
My car is wonderful. No problems at all!!!! Thanks to the workshop uncle boss for passing me the tip. However, some people living here or nearby are very vicious and I've discovered several scratches as like somebody use some metallic objects to dig into the paint and dig it out... sicko!!! So, I've shifted my car to different and safer spots in the open carpark where there are lesser passer-bys. Recently, I've changed 4 new tyres.... Michellin brand.... and I got them at reasonable prices too coz I know the guy.
The cars parked here are also quite an interesting mix. For the record, I think there are about 5 Toyota Vios including mine in shades of gold, blue and grey... gold being the most common. There is a Jaguar, a huge Mercedes, an RX8, one Hyundai Tuscani, some Suzuki Swifts the sporty look one, and other cars. Mind you, I am staying in the poor part of this estate so I can't explain how these people can afford those luxury cars (Vios not counted) .... never mind.....
Okie it's time to go and rest.....
Bad bad.... my landlord wants to increase rent :(
CNY coming soon and have yet to clean the windows or tidy up the apartment nice nice becoz everyday I'm feeling tired. Good thing I've already cleared all outstanding payments as I think it is a good practice not to owe money when the chinese new year rolls around.
Planning a garage sale soon to clear bulky furniture as the likelihood of another move should be sometime after mid this year. Will find time to take pictures and post on yahoo.
Lately got a lot of work stress due to some cock-ups here and there. Realised now it is so difficult to handle all these problems as health is not up to scratch to tackle difficult situations.... sigh. Have also to apologize several times to clients and associates why I am not operating at optimum level due to lethargy and needing rest. Most of the time, they are understanding when I tell them what is going on.
Other than small problems, most of the time, things are doing more than fine. That is thanks to my friends and my family. Can't do so much without them. I am so grateful.
My car is wonderful. No problems at all!!!! Thanks to the workshop uncle boss for passing me the tip. However, some people living here or nearby are very vicious and I've discovered several scratches as like somebody use some metallic objects to dig into the paint and dig it out... sicko!!! So, I've shifted my car to different and safer spots in the open carpark where there are lesser passer-bys. Recently, I've changed 4 new tyres.... Michellin brand.... and I got them at reasonable prices too coz I know the guy.
The cars parked here are also quite an interesting mix. For the record, I think there are about 5 Toyota Vios including mine in shades of gold, blue and grey... gold being the most common. There is a Jaguar, a huge Mercedes, an RX8, one Hyundai Tuscani, some Suzuki Swifts the sporty look one, and other cars. Mind you, I am staying in the poor part of this estate so I can't explain how these people can afford those luxury cars (Vios not counted) .... never mind.....
Okie it's time to go and rest.....
Saturday, January 19, 2008
new year and new beginning for 2008
It's been a while (wah 2-3 months liao no blogging) and I feel the itch to type something. New year and new beginning so first thing I did to this blog was to change the blogskin, to give it a new look....
14th Jan, I went to have another RAI done (for the uninitiated, it's the Radioactive Iodine treatment again!) for my hyperthyroid condition. First time done in 2006 but not very successful. It's been 5 days since 2nd time and I am feeling oh so tired every moment.... so I sleep and sleep and sleep..... I still have work to do but somehow managed to plan naps between work appointments. It's not difficult as I do my admin and research work from home. But the only problem is that the handphone rings now and then. If I don't feel too tired, I will pick it up and try to answer in a steady voice (not nice to let the other party hear my gruffy just-woke-up voice). My mom delivers home-cooked meals to me now and then as we stay in the same vicinity. I will get completely well... I have promised myself.
For a long time I have been disliking my stat counter (becoz of the online college advertising) but have not done anything about it. Okie, will change it real soon.
Update: Change stat counter liao!!!!!
14th Jan, I went to have another RAI done (for the uninitiated, it's the Radioactive Iodine treatment again!) for my hyperthyroid condition. First time done in 2006 but not very successful. It's been 5 days since 2nd time and I am feeling oh so tired every moment.... so I sleep and sleep and sleep..... I still have work to do but somehow managed to plan naps between work appointments. It's not difficult as I do my admin and research work from home. But the only problem is that the handphone rings now and then. If I don't feel too tired, I will pick it up and try to answer in a steady voice (not nice to let the other party hear my gruffy just-woke-up voice). My mom delivers home-cooked meals to me now and then as we stay in the same vicinity. I will get completely well... I have promised myself.
For a long time I have been disliking my stat counter (becoz of the online college advertising) but have not done anything about it. Okie, will change it real soon.
Update: Change stat counter liao!!!!!
Thursday, November 08, 2007
injury ok liao
my backache had healed and i am back to pumping iron albeit going a little easier on the weights....
thanks to many pieces of salonpas "ko-yo" and my trusty oto e-tap massager which i got as free-gift (actualli not my free-gift but i annexe from meng's free gift) heh heh....
today went to gym and did some weights and walked on threadmill... that's all the energy i have for today...
tomorrow morning i have a friendly bowling competition to go but dun think wan to go... wan to sleep in late and wake up in time for afternoon to chiong work.... veri veri busy with work at the moment
health issue still not solved.... sighz.... have to go to nuclear medicine dept in dec... and then they will schedule me later for another booze of radioactive iodine again.... sian
gaining so much weight.... already told meng to stop stocking up fridge with chips, cokes, chocolates, ice-cream, rubbish etc etc....
dunno why... feeling like an old, fat, ugly drag.... seems like nobody notices but me... but the weighing machine cannot lie
i am now oh so sleepy.... yawnzzzzzz
thanks to many pieces of salonpas "ko-yo" and my trusty oto e-tap massager which i got as free-gift (actualli not my free-gift but i annexe from meng's free gift) heh heh....
today went to gym and did some weights and walked on threadmill... that's all the energy i have for today...
tomorrow morning i have a friendly bowling competition to go but dun think wan to go... wan to sleep in late and wake up in time for afternoon to chiong work.... veri veri busy with work at the moment
health issue still not solved.... sighz.... have to go to nuclear medicine dept in dec... and then they will schedule me later for another booze of radioactive iodine again.... sian
gaining so much weight.... already told meng to stop stocking up fridge with chips, cokes, chocolates, ice-cream, rubbish etc etc....
dunno why... feeling like an old, fat, ugly drag.... seems like nobody notices but me... but the weighing machine cannot lie
i am now oh so sleepy.... yawnzzzzzz
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